Before i hit digi coms again...

Now the time is 4.30 p.m. and guess wat... i'm still at tutorial 2.... damn shitty.... after chionging report for several days and sleeping at 2 a.m. in the night, i'm feeling totally drained out!!!!! haizz.... it's juz so terrible... Came home from IHPC at 9 yesterday... I waited for the rain to get smaller before i made a dash to the nearest bus-stop. It was a long long waiting at the bus-stop. I should have waited in the company instead, so i can run more simulations. Haiz..

Today stay at home to study... but it isn't tat effective!!!! it's slow.. in the morning, i ate bee hoon and i complaint it was tasteless... something is wrong with my tastebuds... wat happen ??? probably flu is going to hit me soon...

i was listening to a song tat i always listened to back in the yr 1 days....

勇气 by Fish Leong

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语只要你一个眼神肯定
我爱你的意义(我的爱就有意义)我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起 人潮拥挤我能感觉你放在我手心
你的真心如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急 更害怕错过你

This song juz simply reminded me of those days. Love someone actually requires lots of courage and determination. No matter how tedious was the route towards the happiness of the r/s, one got to brain-wash oneself that it was juz part and parcel of it.... it will be over soon.. and happiness will come in no time...

Back at those days, I was persistent. I was stubborn. I thought if i had the courage to think that it will last, it will be the case. But... all these were the past. Cos no matter how one persist, the other party who dun have the same thinking as u, it will not be successfully.